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这阵子，开始用tumblr了哦哦哦因为iphone也能post...

哈哈～

就快到monday blue了～

惨啦～ every monday都上课上到很夜哦...到6点哦而且又堵车！

可能以后都会留在学校到晚上！

偶尔扮扮乖学生，好像很棒酱～

每个人遇到感情问题或别的问题时

往往习惯要别人跟随你的脚步...听你指示去做某种事

可是我现在发现 it doesnt work...

不是每个人分析问题的角度一样...

是我失败^^

我输完了...

哈哈，我输完了...

人家在这时候说的话特别的感觉...

我说的话却都是错的...

呵呵～

是我没有文采

也没经历过什么晴天霹雳的事

人家说出来的话是如此的博得同情

我说的话却是句句伤人

而且越说就越显得我小气...

我幼稚...呵呵

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈.....!

运动运动

这几天我都一直运动～

快称赞我吧～

呵呵...

学业方面...奇怪的，我并不觉得压力...

不是我厉害了～不显得是咯

只是我觉得...我要好好读罢了

已现在的情况来看，一切还算顺利～

keep the track!!

我最近都怎么啦～为了件事而烦～唉

做功课去～

不晓得

这里还是我发泄最好的地方....

为什么每次都是那么不开心的写...

其实我每次都有写，只是没有upload...

我现在真的睡不着...

陪陪我吧～

南非的post本来有打算写的，可是后来还是先放在一边...

距离真的是一个问题吗？

难道有距离就不能继续吗？

为什么人总是喜欢把问题都反射在别人身上？

这可能就是人的本性

永远都觉得自己对而别人往往就是错的一方...

我是这样，你也是这样...

‘最好空难 堕机也好 我死了 你什么也不用烦'

这是她最后放送给我的讯息...

她就是这样，这已不是第一次...

也不是最严重的一次

问我现在什么心情？

我真的不晓得...

很久没有好好聊天了

因为时间～

你做工，我读书

回到家，虽然有skype...

可是每次看你还是很忙的做你自己的东西

我也就在那边一直看着你疲惫的样子，等着你的回复...

很久没有sms了...

有也就是早上的morning~和晚上的goodnight~

你出门和我说一声～我去学校也说一声~

不敢和你说一切，是因为知道你的性格～你会突然抛一句～‘你后悔了吧’...

其实我从来没有后悔～真的....

这条路是我们俩选的...有什么好后悔不后悔的

一个人在外头工作，不简单吧～

我知道....所以这一切我都不怪你,有些东西就是会变，变好变坏因人而异

对我来说可能是好吧～this is a challenge!~

写写下突然很有心情写下去了...呵呵...

转用english写了不然english就快要fail了～ Xp

my year 2 sem 1 has just started...

I feel so motivated all of sudden~i wonder y...

I come back from Uni, I will open up notes 'unintentionally' even it's just first week..

I hope this would last till the end of my school life...

wat makes people really continue doing actuarial...

it is the D factor..

Determination!

most of my friends have left...

either change course or transfer to other uni's

but I wont give up, i rather fail thAn stop half way

today I've attended mathematical statistics lecture...

i thought the nightmare of probability and statistics had gone~

but again...im facing'em=.=''

wats more ridiculous?...my lec is Dr. Tan whos Dr. Leong's husband...

they behaved almost alike

i've met wai foong in uni...im pissed off with her

when she saw me..she told me she cant really recognize me as ive gained 'some' or in fact just a little weight~

T.T is tat real?

come on~ '大只点'比较好看咯～你会不会的....

:D

今天presentation 很成功，开心～

顿时觉得自己很厉害下~

放学后就跑去朋友家帮她补习马来文！

明天就spm...

我的天啊好紧张！

哈哈不过不是我考....

去的时候忘记带电话和钱包...

弄到她担心～对不起～'-'

接下来就剩下孙子assignment!

加油加油～

无标....

今天还是去了推拿...

医生说我长时间坐着

缺乏运动..... =.=''

因为长时间承受坐姿不对的压力

导致背部肌肉疼痛

靠....

过后就去了帮kuok小姐弄她的小白

她家小白差点把我win7 disc吃进去=.=''

重复质疑我是否第一次用laptop

导致我心灵严重受创伤...

哈哈没有啦

晚上和她*去走pasar malam又不小心吃了宵夜

今夜，又下起了雨

我的电脑剩下 2％电...

不知能够挨多久...

还是去睡好了

又破财！

今天和老妈子去金河～

没有啦，我去 lowyat因为要买mini display port ->VGA port

哇，鸡蛋糕， rm99一条

没办法咯，谁叫它是 臭苹果！

明天要presentation 了，敢敢死买下了!

然后在salesman的怂恿下，我又买了cover

鸡蛋糕x1000那个black cover 要整 rm140

但是真的蛮美下

就酱我的rm240飞掉了哦:-(

后来我妈 sponsored 我 rm200

哈哈!!!

mini display port to VGA port

昨天去她家看戏，本来要把laptop connect 去电视机

怎么知道不能wer

刚好需要用到这个，就跑去买咯

我把我的小白变成小黑了嘻嘻

今天本来要去那间 yulek的华陀铁打怎么知道没有开喔public holiday...

还很不知情的在人家店外面苦坐了5 分钟...

晚上她就陪我去ampang铁打，也关了>.<

我看只好等明天自己再去哦

背痛！...

痛...

我背痛好像有一个月了，都还没好

不知道什么事:-(

不是很敢去医院check...

等下有什么，肾病啊～腰子病啊～

我不是很接受到咯..

又好像是我之前打球弄到

它又时痛时不痛酱..

好像风湿..(我很年轻罢了咯）

又不是很痛哦，就是酸酸酱

今天和她去 ampang point 弄album

看到她开心的样子～很满足下

:-D

我要减肥

不是讲笑，我昨天秤秤...

我已经冲破传说中的70kg～

不要叫我肥嗨plsss...:-(

我会减的咯，等下太肥人家不要我wer...

哈哈她才不敢！

现在要做的东西就是读好书～存好钱～减好瘦!!

加油加油！！！！！！！！！

懒惰＋开心'-'

这不是一篇不开心的文章...

(^^)

最近发生的事有够多，但是总是僧多粥少，有点懒惰了。。

搞到我的post都盈千累万...

有很最近的去 chang beer 和她做工～很开心的，实际上是去玩吧

-.-''因为只是从8－2点就有 rm170 一天.....

然后又有去 halloween party....

有去做warehouse sales...还买了洗脸霜（做工的钱都拿去投资了）:-(

还有很多很多叻...数不完的大小事

但可以说都是和她一起的都是开心啦

尤其是和她一起做工，一起废～～

最近都在忙什么？？

没有叻...纯粹懒惰....原谅我啦，每天回到家都很累了哦...

讲完电话就睡了...

可是话说回来

I really need to prepare my slide show ady....

for my public speaking'-'

I wanna give a stunning presentation...com'on give me some homme!

I've seen so many persuasive speeches given by friends

I found some of them are really good

I feeeel not so confident~~~ and recently im putting myself quite tight~

i bet is because sir has an enormous expectation on me!

in the class he keeps asking me out to give some example of impromptu speeches and gestures coz he said i was a impromptu king! XD

yet to say...i will try my best making them to be outstanding okay...

one thing keeps spinning in my head that said by sir david...

he once said...ascent/slang is just a determination of where u come from on the earth...

but it doesn't mean anything...

even malaysian english can sound spectacular can be stylish!

她的 training好像delayed到一月了哦...

对于她即将要离开我去工作...

我其实真的会不舍得..

可是我还是会很支持，毕竟那是她的梦想，而且工钱也很理想

以后的事我们都会努力...'-'

现在也不想那么多了好好珍惜每天能见的日子就够...

昨天14 号是我老妈子的大日子

很多不起 x1000

＊第一是我忘记了，直到她自己在做给自己的蛋糕时，她才告诉我:'(

＊第二是我没买到什么东西，每年生日她都为我做很多东西

可是我却没买到什么，就连前一天我做 warehouse sales都没拿到什么给她

我内疚了很久，我也答应她，等我经济稍微好些我会做出补偿~~

＊ 最后送上照片＊

a kiss from her~

she is makin' wish~

my girl made this for my mum'-' so beautiful~

she made her own cake...:-(

seM break❤

wohoo~

finally...im having my sem break now~

although i screwed up my accounting paper(hopefully i could just pass it)..

the calculus paper was superb XD...

i am happy that i could answer them...

hate ppl who said account's easy..(ariel+ys)

because i just don't like it...

maybe im just stupid on it^^

because when im doing account...

i used to confuse myself on a thing which i actually have known it...

i studied on it yet i ended up asking myself...izit this way????>.<''

fine..forget bout it~because im officially FREE..

The day i've just finished my last paper

i went to thai oddysy with my girl to have full body thai massage

have to reward myself right~XD

now my mind has only hang out hang out n hang out..

please do not let me stay at home....

today i watched a video on fb regarding the killer whale who has just prawn its own trainer

come on larr...animals are always animals...

they have limited feelings...they are wild means they are

you never know when they're gonna attack you even though they're well-trained...

will be blogging as frequent as possible ee....

have to really start doing thing on the trip to singapore...

hotel~transport...n else-what...

after singapore may going to some other places also

fully utilize my holiday before im proceeding to next sem...

btw next sem im taking 3 subjects only..how good XD

happy holiday to those who are still studyin'^^...

tiMe....

i'M bAck..'_'

recently is really stressed up for my final exam in coming week...

i've always planned something which at d end i've like done nothing >.<''

i bet there are people like me too...

things change, time flies...

although time is always keep moving...

we can't do anything

gotta grab the remaining time and work hard on it^^

I believe i CAN DO IT...

talkin' bout time...

it reminds me of...

no, i bet almost everybody would have thought of~

how good if we have a chronosphere, in case if you don't know...it's a time machine

if there's existence of it..I bet there world is gonna change haha...

last time friends used to question me...

do you believe humans are gonna invent it one day later????

my answer was always..:''No''

reason being was because...

if there's really a time machine...

we would have known it earlier..bcoz people from future would have come back here

and tell us...''hey, we are from the future...let's us just teach you how to make it''

so we can eventually escape from so many disasters..tsunami...earthquakes..

save so many lifessss....

so i bet everyone knows why hahahaha

it ain't imposible to invent it...

from physics' point of view...

as long as we can find another type/source of energy which moves faster than the speed of light

3.8ms-8...

it's possible by the special relativity by Einstein...

maybe one day..by another great scientist...haha

then the system will go like rocket's penetration to the moon

maybe you need to pay for the ticket^^....

my question for you...

if there's really a time machine like in doreamon..

when would you wanna go back to? reason?

don't tell me answers like...

oh yea I wanna go back to monday when I was answering my paper...

I miswrote it~=.=''

or... hey I wanna go back to 1 hour before, to buy jackpot since I know what numbers are coming out~

for me...I have always thought of it..because

if I have a chance to go back in time,

I wanna go back to 16/2/2001 maybe at night

because after that night..I lost someone who's so important to me

I would tell her...don't drive to college tomorrow..

I would really stop her no matter what:'(

if god tells me I can't change the ending of it...

I would wish to talk to her a long night...because I really miss her alot..

erm...not gonna be emo...

lets talk something happy~

after i've gone back..

I would become god in studies...

coz I would be a standard 4 student that time

hahaha~~~but my brain is university level...

I would plan properly and enjoy my life...

all the sad things I would skip it if possible...

wouldn't have met the wrong person done the wrong things...

straight away go and find my girl...n tell her I love her...maybe..

frighten her XD..

but it's too bad...

life is always no U-turn..

no 2nd chance...no time machine, this is what god made us to be..

for the sake of proper life of human being

we shouldn't be expecting for 2nd chance...

what is done is done...regardless of correctness of it

we should be appreciating things around us...shouldn't make it to be wrong...

do the right things at the right time...

not until you lose the one you wanted or things you wanted

appreciate is a lesson of

easy to say fail to understand

when you've understood, you've nothing to say....

I miss you right now

this time

this place

←放弃→

你...会容易放弃吗...

我承认，我羡慕和妒忌以前的你和他

你们在fb里的照片..

别人称赞你们很称..

我知道我不应该..

可是我控制不了...

那天你告诉我如果不是我的出现...

你还会在纠缠不清吧...

我....

很羡慕你那份坚持

However I will do all the best I could~

我现在会把羡慕变成期待吧。。

looking forward for both of us'-'

I've made a schedule for my revision...hoho

it seems so well planned...

hope I would follow what I've planned...

yetshin u better be prepared aa...I need to ask u for accounting!

I bought a laptop ..finally~

it's a brand new macbook pro~~

love it so much..thank you daddy!

recently have really fallen for machintosh OS

it's sO awesome!

my revision will officially start on friday!

alot of accessories to pick up for my new lappy...

it's just a way too pricy for Apple's products...

next week ady week 14th...

time flies...

I could still recall how was the 1st week in UTAR

but I couldn't remember what are the lectures during these 13weeks...

and now...again it's the end of semester^^

wish me goodluck for my exam!!....

stress...stresss...stresss....

I know u get stressed up too for your knitting too...

dear I know u can do it well~~

stop here~

←压力→

考试就到了

突然感到好压力

好像很多都还没准备好

很多tutorial都还没做完

wish me goodluck guys~

给某人的话：

－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

有时候觉得自己好笨

因为常说错话

有时候觉得自己好蠢

总是不懂得表达自己

其实我很在乎你

亲爱的，谢谢你

是你让我再次相信和信任

是你让我明白其实可以很简单

我明白你有阴影

我了解你害怕把我变成你的依赖

但是

请伴我继续走下去。。。

－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－

I'm gonna start my revision on weekends I promise!

because of my finals I may not be able to go cambodia on 9th of sept

haizz...may end up wasted the ticket which already paid

Im so fed up...

but what to do...

my 1st paper is pro & stats...

if I go on vacation..I would be back on sunday..

and the next day my final starts

I gotta really work hard on that

my study week is gonna be ever exhausting...

←wOrse thAn wOrst→

Today I have my probability and statistic....

1 word...

disasters aaaa!!!!

really nightmare....

Sir scared us by telling us the toughness of the paper is equivalent to P exam

wa...really faint...

some students spent an hour to just read the questions and try to understand...

same goes to me..

when I flipped the paper...the 1st question I was stunned...

thn I proceeded to 2nd and so on...

Dr Chua really wanted us to die hard...hahaha!

forget about it..coz it doesn't make any difference

haizzz....somehow I'm still happy for something~~

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Dang dang dang dang...

yesterday when I was struggling with my revision...

this is how my girl motivated me...^o^

got my fav leong shui coz I would most probably stay up late~

and....Pizza!!!

very nice indeed!!!~~

u have always surprised me

thank you!!!

u r so sweet~

finished my 3 maths papers...all didn't seem to b good at this instance..

haizz~sigh~

but I would still study hard...move on

cheers!!!

k lar gotta get my good rest coz I've slept for total of 8 hours for 3 nights!

←窝心→

little updates!

读书都到很mang zang!

在考试。。。

prove...proVE...PROVEEEE!!!

mat theorems mat definitions!!

但是就在这个很精张的时刻................................

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DanG dAng dang dang!!!...

她就called我开门

然后就把她煲的凉水

和酷似subway面包的面包

交了给我

哈哈

因为她知道我热爱subway

不过我更爱这个！

好吃。。

可以在subway隔壁开一间。。

Fatway! XD
还买大送小

送3张珍藏版照片

想赢取得朋友请留守着....

哈哈。。谢谢你啦

不拿A就对你不起了'_'没有啦。。还是会try my best!

好了。。继续读书了

there are a lot more things need to read T.T

so stressful

wish me goodluck!!!

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开心~~~

←sMile :-)→

It's has been like ages since my last post~

sorry larr...I'm not purposely abandoned you~

it's just that kinda busy...

I will really go hardworking and update as frequent as possible ok?

I promise...atleast this minute!

Many things happened...it would have been ended up pretty long post if I write everything e...

obviously, Im still alive :-)

hey...Im digging my head for ideas to renovate my room...

anyone?????it would be pretty cool if I hello 'kitty-nise' it? I bet so...coz someone likes it

hey...I've been into a relationship...shh...this is a dirty little secret~

I really hope I could hold a long and steady relationship:-)

wish me luck...I would do whatever I could to make it work!

not much to mention this kat sini...XD coz it has to be low profile at this stage

my girl once told me I have a great smile...I have deep dimples on my face...

so I would hold this no matter what happen...smile~~ :-)

hey...pls put some hopes and confidence on us...I know we both have phobias...

but I hope it doesn't stop us from keep going... :-)

___________________________________________________________________

Recently my body has gone real weird...

I find it hard to ditch my fats...

I do easily get hungry...

why?haha~

nvm..let it be...

ok larr..stop here 1st...

will have another post very very soon!!!

←700年后→

哇。。700年没有update下

看到blogspot都生灰尘了哈哈。。

很多东西发生啦。。不过就update一点点啦

就近都很忙下。。这边考完试那边又来test

教授都蛮变态下

功课又多到~~~

just finished all my test 1...

kinda happy haha

because results are still in satisfactory levels...

I realised that...homeworks will have the stacking effect...

when I leave some for tomorrow...there will be new homework coming....

yet...days by days....

now is like mountain>.<...

1 sem has 4 maths subjects is somehow so pressure

few days back I went for the actuarial science professional exams talk

haha...

as I know I have to sit for 8 papers all in total...

but 1 of them UTAR allows us to be exempted if we could perform well in those 5 subjects...

hopefully I can finish P-exam in my 1st year!!!!

the last paper we actually have to attend course in HK...wohoo..happy^^...

but the chances are...by the time I come across the last paper

maybe I ady...40??? hahahaha

who knows I'm the youngest who finishes all professional papers...haiz

人有梦想是好的，但不要发梦。。。

←我不喜欢→

我不喜欢

别人虚假的关心。。

朋友的放飞机。。

奸人在我面前炫耀。。

压力压到我喘不过气来。。

人家不回我讯息。。

*不得空可以说啊。=.=''因为我真的会在等。。我等到花儿也谢了~啊~啊~

歌都唱着了

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在你生命中你又有多少个你不喜欢

人，事，物？？？

下个礼拜。。

5个考试。。

现在很头痛

睡也睡不到

好像要来野酱子~

心情怪怪的

许纹维啊~

你乖d啦~

←PhobiA→

Morning have this for my breakfast...brighten my whole day^^

actually got quite alot...but I ate left 3..n brought to lecture hall

thanks you! it tastes nice a seriously :-X

It's has been ages I didn't update my blog yea

a little updates on every little things happened....

due to a problem occurred in the middle...

S.S.Auto has to wait next year June only go listing on board which is a bad news :-(

my dad recently get involved into a court issue...maybe will charged and sued by someone :-(

because suspected to imitate a product....

but my dad has registered the trademark for more than 19 years????

hope nothing happens otherwise might have to compensate for a big amount or go jail~~

Phobia, I have phobia on certain thing...

really freaks me out!

I don't like that kind of thing repeats in my life anymore...

I hope to be treated nicely...

being appreciated!

Ei..I haven't completed my discrete maths, pro and stats and accounting tutorials...

all postponed!!! XD

people..please help me out!!!!

I don't like accounting serious shit!!!

debit???credit???

I planned to do something right after this~

hoho...

wish me goodluck!

←Insomiaaaa→

I was really trying hard to get into sleep

but i just can't =.=''

I just came back from yamcha with friends

We were fooling around and played some cardss

omg...I dah makan 3 spoonfuls of chili sauce due to lossss...

stomach feel abit warm...

Already had 2 nights of sleepless nights

1st was because I went to work at midnight on thursday...

just imagine I stayed all the way up until 6 in d morning

2nd was because Saturday I have my Japanese quiz...

I hafal hiragana and katagana until midnight T.T..

but I think I did quite well XD..(someone is gonna bake me something~stay tune)

beauty is not defined physically for me...

beauty is an adjective that explains both external and internal respectively..

you can't judge by looking into either

neither formal nor latter...

but I do care more on the latter...

because I understand...

to get into someone is easy...

but to maintain it is hard...

we can't maintain our feelings through external beauty, can we?

even if we could, it won't last eternally..

on d other hand, internal beauty does the very right job...

just my another 2cents on beauty perspective=.=''

recently fall in love with david choi's that girl...

awesome song...n the --->MV ( click it to watch)is really cool

u guys gotta check it out XD

tell me how to get into sleep...

so I would be pleased to shut my mouth up XD~~

Goodnight people!